what has become of you. does anybody else here feel the way i do.
so ya thought ya might like to go to the show to feel the warm thrill of confusion that
space cadet glow tell me is something eluding you sunshine? is this not what you expected to see? if you'd like to find out
what's behind these cold eyes, you'll just have to claw your way through the disguise.
i'm young and i am free but i get tired and i get weak
when i was down, you came to me
and promised to always be, by my side
and now you're gone
and i'm waiting patiently
when you're too scared to look forward and it hurts to look back just look right beside you and i'll be
there--thanx choda:)
so this is odd, the painful realization that all has gone wrong and nobody cares at
all.
this is incredible, starving, insatiable. yes, this is love for the first time
well you'd like to think that you were invincible once
yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time.
well this is the last time.
and "you'll be sorry," isnt that what they say?
dont follow your heart cause it just
gets in your way
It's hard to explain how I am getting by
on so little from you.
It's hard to believe that I would
let myself
get so wrapped in you.
There's got to be something that would
be worthwhile for me to give to you.
We
need a connection but you
seem to push me far away from you.
It used to be the reason I breathed,
and now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself
Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry?
I am the watch you always
wear but you forget to wind
If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells
and remove whatever
makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure.
I'm glad that you can forgive. I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
oh it hurts to be this good.
your holding on to your grudge.
oh it hurts to always hafta be honest
with
the one that you love
don't let your demons follow you
And if you ever said you miss me then don't say you never lied
I'm without you
However inconsiderate it seems
Do you still consider me,
consider me the
girl you laughed with
or that you learned to live without?
They say you need to pray
if you want to go to heaven
But they don't tell you what to say
when
your whole life has gone to Hell
Better scenes... I wish you'd seen me
Better off if I just let it be
Better
pretend it don't matter
Better off if I could have him
Better days since the day I met him
I'd better hope
he got my letters
Better off in two year stretches
i want you here with me, but you're so unhappy
won't someone get me out of this mess?
so i'll save my last breath for words that i won't scream
and i don't feel like dying
but you're killing me
was it fun for you to watch me fall apart?
i can't make you feel the way that you make me feel
he's the kinda guy you love so much it makes you sorry
i'm fragile and broken and i can't pick up the pieces
and i've thrown all my words
around but i can't give you a reason
i feel so broken up, and i give up,
i just wanna tell you so that you know,
here i go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
you are my only one...i let go,
there's just
no one that gets me like you do,
you are my only, my only one...
even if i wanted to, i don't think i could get to you,
there's nothing i can say
to make you feel alive again.
i guess this is over now
i guess it's called the falling out
but everyday i'm learning how to make
it through
this life i'm in...
i feel like i'm inside out,
you got me upside down,
maybe i was holding on too
tight.
here.
a little sympathy for you to waste on me
i know you're faking it, but that's okay
i don't
want to drag it out
and i don't want to bring you down
but i never wanted it to end this way
This time it's over, I'm keeping my heart, i'm going to be strong and not fall apart..
it'll get better, i'll no longer cry.. in a couple of weeks, I won't want to die, i won't
want to go back, i'll be
able to sleep, it won't hurt so bad and it won't feel so deep
a life with love may have thorns
but i life without love wont have roses
I Don’t Like The Drugs, But The Drugs Like Me
"what happens when the love you love is with the one THEY love"
I'm so high, I'm never low. I'll hold the sky, and I'm never letting go
You Are The Perfect Drug
i never wanted us to fade out,
resting on a love that fell apart,
where are you?
i need you,
you still have my heart.
built me up and broke me down.
here's my heart c'mon now, take it,
here's my heart i'll let you break it
all the times we had are gone,
all the things and all the songs,
knew we wouldn't last forever,
just
hoped that it'd be long.
wondering why things are this way,
what the fuck did i say?
to make you hate me
anyway?
i was never any good at goodbye...
can i swallow this bottle whole?
so this brain in my head can forget
your face
you had the hands my heart was in
but you never held it tight enough
and you let
it fall to the ground
sit down and think about all the times that we've had,
remember the good, forget about the bad...
what did she say that i didn't say?
tell me, how can i change?
to be honest, i tried my hardest to give you all that you deserve,
to see you hurt is my fault, i'm sorry,
and i'm stupid
so you think you had the right to tell me what to do?
i didn't see you crying when
you said that we were through,
i don't wanna go but after all it's what you said,
why do you keep playing these games
with my head?
turn around. walk away.
make it easier.
no one's asking you to stay.
you stole my past. i want
it back.
i hope she makes you cry.
screw hello, you had me at goodbye.
It's Going To Get Worse Before It Gets Better
I'm coughing up a lung or two just so you know I'm breathing well in front of you.
I'm holding out a
knife or two just so you know I'm standing next to you.
You can't always be down or out. But if you try you won't be found.
I never promised you I'd be the perfect someone.
I'm only human, but I'll give you
all my heart.
And in the end I hope that that will mean much more.
I'll make mistakes, I'll fuck things up.
Perfection? I'm happy being human.
I'll give my all to
you.
And in the end I hope that that will mean so much more
there's so many nights i can't remember
with friends i'll never forget
forever may not be long enough for this love
falling for you was the easy thing to do.
if only somehow I could make you hang around
i want it like how everybody sings about it
The wing of the airplane has just caught on fire,
I say without reservation we ain't
getting no higher.
All you wanted from me, all I had to give,
Nothing matters you'll see, when in paradise
you live,
The plane is diving faster, we're getting near the ground,
Nobody is screaming, no one makes a sound.
Relax and let your mind roll on
Over all your problems
Lay down beside me
Love ain't for keeping
Lay down my darling
Love ain't for
keeping
I've had enough of living
I've had enough of dying
I've had enough of smiling
I've had enough of
crying
I've taken all the high roads
I've squandered and I've saved
I've had enough of childhood
I've had enough
of graves...
it never rains under my umbrella :)
let your tears flow,
let your past go.
Once it was just innocence
Brash ideas and insolence
But you will never get away
With
the things you say today...
But you can try if you want
These are the days
That I won’t get back
I won’t hear you cry
Or hear you laugh
For
when it’s quiet
And I don’t hear a thing
I can always hear you breathing
Now I may not be quick
Maybe never was
But tell me what the hell it is
That
you’ve become
This ain’t a righteous love
Even a good one
These ain’t the kinds of return
That I
was thinking of
I’m unbearable now
You ain’t seen nothing yet
You’ll see me dead
Before you
see me quit
You always said that you needed some
But you always had more, more than anyone
I'm finding it hard,
Just to keep up with someone
Who's hangin' onto nothin'
and it wouldnt be so bad
if i could take a good thing and make it last
It's just another reason why
It all comes down to you and I
Just have another drink
Waste some
time with me
We're happy in the meantime
All You Need Is Love
This time, it's what we believe is true
And whether you believe I'm in love with you
I gotta be
sure that you say what you mean
Is it only a dream to a teenage queen?
And all the years of tears and laughter
We could go through
Will it be happy
ever after
For me and you?
i'll give you everything
and tomorrow you'll get the rest
someone is always not happy
i dare you to be happy
Now that you've had me..and i'm on my own, all alone.
Are you happy now?
Love is only a feeling
(Drifting away)
When I'm in your arms I start believing
(It's here to stay)
But
love is only a feeling
Anyway
Change Nothing
Futures in
Close the door
Wear a name
Be the same
Take
some more
Never used your head
To find out what this whole thing meant
pleasures in life are far and few
do you ever yearn for something new?
Don't try to stop me now because it's far too late
I gotta figure it out on my own.
The walls are closing in
the foundation shakes as the vultures wait to pick me to the bone.
Don't speak, don't breathe, don't live, just believe
I know that I'm not the first one
You've had love in your life before me
But when your lips touched
my lips
It felt like I was kissing destiny
I can't promise that I'll grow those wings
or keep this tarnished halo shined
but
I'll never betray your trust
angel mine
you say you've been there too
but who has ever done their worst
to you?
you can still see the road when you're driving on the sidewalk
Fake a smile now
You got it all
And that oughta get you nowhere
Yea you get me high
I'm feeling so low
How far will you let me go
Three grand essentials to happiness in this life are
something to do, something to love, and something
to hope for
It's much easier to turn a friendship into love, than love into friendship
friends multiply joy and divide grief
if it was sposed to feel good,
they wouldnt call it a crush
Fuked Up Is The World +Us, With Crome Hearts, Slashed Wrists + The Voices Of Horny Angels.
We Gave Up
On Life, Hope Gave Up On Us
The higher you are, the farther you fall
I was trying to figure out how I could fix things, but I cant
you wouldn't want me 2 anyway, so I guess
I'll just have to stop loving you somehow
and only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared
I shouldnt waste
my tears, I know
Its kinda too late to say that
I've already unleashed thousands, because every thought I ever had
was bout you
and every dream I ever wished came true-when u entered my life
and now ur slowly disappearing, so I didn't
sleep last night
a break up is like a broken mirror.. it is better to leave it broken than hurt urself
trying to fix it back together
You can close your eyes to things you dont want to see, but u cant close your heart to things you dont want
to feel.
*Never say forever cuz forever isn't real*
*forever's what you think and forever's
what you feel*
*so if you say forever please promise that you'll try*
*but never say forever cuz forever
makes me cry :'(*
Didn't wanna see this day come, all i wanna do is turn and run, didnt wanna have to cry, now he cant even
look me in the eye...
Who do you turn too when the only who who can dry your tears is the one who made you
cry
If you can't see the bright side of life, polish the dull side
Everybody wants to go to heaven, but nobody wants to die
"Everybody is somebody else's weirdo."
today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday
don't say you love me unless you really mean it cuz i might go and do something crazy like believe it
A MeMoRy LaStS 4eVeR NeVeR DoEs it DiE TrUe FrieNdS StAy toGeThEr AnD NeVer SaY GoOdByE--from
mir
*Not All Scars Show*
*Not All Wounds Heal*
*Sometimes You Can't Always See*
*The Pain Someone Feels*
a broken heart continues to beat
keep the pictures they never change only the people in them do
i've been down this road before
where the passion turns into pain
and each
time i saw love walk out the door
i swore I'd never get caught up again
everything eventually falls apart..even the people that never frown eventually break down.
I want to scream, I want to shout, I want to have faith and never doubt, I want to bend,
I want to break, to sleep and never wake,To break down walls and to escape, be alone and hide my face, I want to feel, I want
to touch, I want to stop wanting you so much...
anything could be possible if it wasnt so impossible
i thought i couldn't live without you..but guess what, i'm alive..
where do u turn when the past is all you need....but the future's nothing to look forward to...
i never got to say goodbye the tears are hard to fight the thought of you is always near i'm trying
not to cry i never got to say goodbye i wish these thoughts would leave i see you running through my mind an image to deceive.
-getting over three leaf cover that i thought was four-
you're never alone in being alone
if only you could see that growing up means letting go
our days on earth are short, i know
but with a little direction,
i can find where to go
and maybe, when i get there,
baby, i'll see you
i don't wanna change the world i just wanna change your mind
nothing in life is easy but that doesn't mean that everything hard is worthwhile
you always hurt the ones you love
whether you mean to or not, you always do :(
i'm so high, so high above you...i think i'm flying now
my hopes are so high that this kiss might kill me. so won't you kill me, so i'll die
happy.
